There They Are

I thought of you today, but then my beautiful thought slipped away.

I begged and pleaded and wondered what made it break its hold, then I remembered what I had heard told.

This isn't something that could be changed somehow, so I learned that I had to leave it and move on now.

Learning of this was such a sad fate, before I shared my feelings it was to be to late.

Even though the pain was there inside, I knew no matter what I told it I lied.

The deep sadness that grew there with the pain, knew that I couldn't hang on and thus began its drain.

I felt like I was nothing more, just another unmistakable hurt at my core.

I whispered out my prayer just then, hoping to have a new answer again.

I knew that what I quested to know, would be searched for high and low.

Though I look for more to learn, the feelings are here that I can't discern.