Come....Be Inside

Walk into me...pass right through

Did you feel that....that's my heart and soul you touched

Did you feel how frail and easily broken they can be

Did you see the bright burning scars on my heart, that others whom said they loved me left me with

Did you see the life in my soul that causes it to want to take flight

To break its way through my ribs do to just that....to take my lovers soul with it

Did you see that my hearts melody isn't complete because my lover is not here with me to finish the song

When you walked right through me did you even bother to look and see the damage YOU caused...

Did you take a walk in my mind and see all the pain that YOU did

Did you feel any remorse when you hands trailed my inner being caressing things that were no longer yours

While you were inside me in all the wrong places touching all the right things

Did you stop to think that maybe I still love you

Did you stop to think that I still want you

You walked right through me with the slightest of ease

I didn't know that when you walked into me that you were going to pass right through as though if meant nothing

The briefest of moments with you inside were some of the happiest days of my life

The time I've known you I'll never forget

For a time you soothed all the aches and pains and hurt

You filled me with love

YOUR love

For a time

You and I

We were one

For a one moment

You loved me

Look At Me Here...For I am Not There....

Wrapped around you I wish to be

Plunged into your own person and filling you up

Pushed into your mind so there is no room to think

Shoved into your heart so that you will never forget

It pulsates through my body and transfers to you

If it was as angry as i could get it would fight and break its way out

It would rip and shred u apart just to get inside you

But its not going to do that but it will force its way in with just the slightest give from you

Let it thrust its way in let it pulse and run and swim through your body

Let it stay in your heart because if you try to take it out it will tear it to pieces and leave so little behind

Put your body against mine and your kiss against my lips

Feel it inside you like a liquid fire rolls along your viens

Feel it burn along your skin and then soothe as it soaks in

Feel the love i have for you and let it take over your body

Let your love escape into me and wrap me in bliss

PAINS OF MISERY

My thoughts snap at me, baring teeth dripping of blood and broken dreams...

My nightmares reveal a body, a person, me, contorted in pain, the sinew, the muscles, the bones, torn from my flesh, torn from my body by my own unseen fear...

My jagged dreams fall around me, cutting my beautiful skin into bloody ribbons that fall into my own hell...

The sound of my bones snapping under the weight of the world, ricochets in my skull, making my ears bleed...

When I cry my eye liner runs, will I cry tears of blood or will ice finally form around my heart...

If I lay face down in my tears of blood will I smother, will I asphyxiate completely...

Will I feel the searing heat of flames crackle around my body, burning past first, second, third degree burns...

Searching out my heart to keep it beating or burn it to ash so it feels no more...

Will the judgmental spotlight looking for me, at me, find me, will it rip my very soul, my very essence from my body...

Will I be able to stop my life from collapsing into itself or will my body snap under the pressure of time...