Can You Hear It

 Listen to your heart

That darkness wrapped in art

That unheard thing in your chest

That one screaming, crying, begging for a rest

The standing fortress in the storm

The one holding fire; keeping you warm

The one so full of greed

The one fighting for the love you need

The one standing strong

The one who is always told "it's wrong"

The one who is always fighting for you

The one...this one; is yours, make do

Fuck

 She whispered pretty naughty things along my skin

Pushing more and more with every touch

Spreading her grip through my soul

A threatening hold on my heart 

I fall into her eyes and breathe deep

I am drowning and she has no idea

Save me with your beautiful smile

Whispers

That pretty naughty look on your face

What are you hiding silk or lace

The soft moan and heavy breath of air

That building climax and screaming without care

That biting bliss of your nails down my back

The kissing sucking fucking fun that is never in lack

That rush of endorphin and the scream of my name

A force so powerful to weaken my knees to you I blame

A beautiful work of passion and love

A pretty naughty scene that was sent from above

A gorgeous woman lay before me in the light

Nothing but making love to her felt right

I love you and with that I pray

That you will love me too and will always stay

Darkness

The feelings in me spin and careen out of control

Nothing to hold on to as I fall to my knees and scream

My palms are scraped and my feet are bleeding

Running down this path seems the only choice

The darkness is coming and I want to hide

The pain in my heart is immense and I can't handle it anymore

I don't want to feel what you lie about

I don't want to know the truths you hide away

The light near the end is nothing more than a flitting candle

I am so tired and can no longer hear my heart beat

Time to just lay down

Maybe the darkness is a welcoming force

I will wait here

What

I hate the way I think that you care

How could I even think that it would be possible

There is a vast open space between us

So much goes unsaid now 

We are not as we were

I miss the us that was

I should be used to this by now

It hurts every single time

What was I thinking

What was I thinking

This Echos In My Head

"I can't let myself fall in love with someone I can't touch..."

Fall in love with me and I will give you someone to touch...

Secret Dreams

Silent goes the heart in the face of pure bliss

Tears of joy fall even as you walk away

True love burns brighter than any known sun

Your love cast the most beautiful scar on my heart

My shoulders bear the weight of the truth you know not

For my mouth remains closed to this world

I smile in her presence

Small touches to steal

Tender words never shared

My heart leaps when you speak

My soul cries when your not near

Together I wish we were

But wonderful friends we remain

Fighting my truth no to go insane