Distraction

Words so broken and unchanged...
Yes I'm speaking of words of love that seemed to turn to words of shame....
I love you falls short.....
I want to be yours doesnt matter....
Hearing words come out of your mouth and given to others....
I smile in your direction and cry when I turn away....
You will never know how I feel or what you mean to me...
I'll never get that chance but I am in your life....
I matter to you in some way...
In some way......
Confused on the inside.....
Faking strength on the outside.....
I need your words...
I need your touch....
I wish to matter more in your life more than I do now....
I wish to hear the words....
You made my day just by being here.....
Or your kiss turned my day around...
I just want a chance to know that feeling with you...
I want that chance to show you what I am capable of when it comes to giving you my love....
I don't know if you can really handle it...
I dont know if you even want to know what my love is....
To never know that chance kills me...
To be near you and not touch kills me....
I just cant handle it some days....
I dont kno what to do anymore...
I love you and i hate the situation....
I'm just the distraction